I hate you this much

I hate you, I really do
I hate that I loved you
I hate that I gave you my heart
I hate everything you said
I hate that let you in my heart

I hate what you did
I hate how you make me hurt
I hate how you left me
I hate that you left me alone to weep

I hate how you said you loved me
I hate that I thought it wasn’t true
I hate that I let my wall down
And let myself fall in love with you

I hate how I was so stupid
I hate that I fell so hard
I hate how I let you in
And watched you steal my heart

I hate how much you put me through
I hate how much I cried
I hate that I don’t understand
Why you had to let go

I hate how I try to hate you
I hate it that I can’t
I hate it that I miss you
Even though you don’t

I hate how I still love you
I hate how I still care about you
But most of all I hate that you are no longer here
But I hate me the most for all this

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