2 Years Already, But It Feels Like Yesterday

I’m overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts of giving up, my heart can’t handle the pain and my head is slowly exploding. It’s been exactly 2 years today but now it feels a lot worse than it did the 1st year, is it because I’m lonelier and misguided than ever. I miss you Kehinde Ojoye words can’t describe, as I write these few words tears role down my eyes. Your love can never be replaced and no one can ever take your place, Oh!! How much I miss you, the alcohol and drugs can’t seem to numb the pain anymore and I can’t walking around and faking a smile.

I want to be happy without you, I want you to be proud of me. I want to know you’re watching over me and you’re with me so please give me a sign, I see you in my dreams and It gives me joy for a while but I still miss you and I’ll forever love you.

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2 thoughts on “2 Years Already, But It Feels Like Yesterday”

  1. They say time heals wounds. I think people confuse this to mean that the pain goes away. The will always be there, full strength. I have lost many people and have found that the pain lingers in the bottom of my heart, but time has allowed me to not constantly think about it so it “hurts less.” Think about it, breaking up with someone you’ve dated for years takes at least a year to truly get over….and both people are still living.

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